change of pace

it is interesting how attitudes change once people have an audience. originally i wanted this to be some kind of notebook for my thoughts, some kind of public storage which is available whereever i go. and originally i thought no one would read this anyway. one visitor on my first day, three on the fourth. smooth.

and then: 83 visitors, 54 visitors. exploding numbers. scary.
and suddenly i try to impress, try to be interesting, funny, entertaining. bah!

let’s try to get back to normal (for a change).